Now and Forever A Cut with a Colorful Pattern

DARLIN
My journey to hell and back lasted three years… My mind and body were poisoned. There was nowhere left to fall.
San Francisco became my second breath. A chance to start all over again, to remember who I am. To remember the dances…
This time I will not give up.
The last person I would want to meet here is my new neighbor. The future moral lawyer. And I never thought I could feel warmth from just his gaze.
But as I fell into healing infinity, I realized:
«He will never look at you the same way again if you tell him the truth».
SOYER
Exams, court meetings — every minute I balanced on the edge of the abyss. Knowing that sooner or later I would fall.
There was no desire or strength left for meetings with girls. I barely held myself afloat.
But now, Darlin and I were having dinner together. A bad idea.
She burst into my life like a hurricane. Light and weightless. Ready to break this wall between me and the world.
What can I give her? Except for pain and suffering.
And can I even be with someone whose past is one big lie?